Everybody changes and nothing stays the same

The only way I can go about describing today is through a chronological order. Woke up, prepared for buzzer's birthday at double o (yeah yeah same old). Wasn't feeling too well but decided to go anyway because I couldn't miss one of my bro's birthdays. Bought him a chocolate cake, which secretly I had hoped someone would get for my birthday. DEMANDING AH. Called Oli and then Jeff to explain my absence. Persuaded Oli to meet me. Told Jeff what was going on in my life and was assured that everything would be okay. His preaching is quite good man.

Went to double o, cake in hand, met up with the fellas. Was grimacing in pain but it got better as the night wore on. Starting the night off very slowly, as advised by doctors, drinking was at a minimal for me tonight. Hung out with everyone, annoyingly, noting how much of a sausage-fest it was becoming. Bleah. Made Buzzer offer me cake cos I am the King. The cake was gooood. Went to meet Arul and Oli at UE Square. An exchange of personal information regarding situations in our life started. We bared our souls, albeit over a can of beer. Glad that these are the only people I chose to be close with in school. Oli, Jeff and Arul, these were people with character and for that I will always respect them. I like to have few friends, hence, their selection is very strict. Oli looked so fragile and puny due to the shrinkage of her butt. Will the world ever recover? I don't know. Arul, you'll be alright, NS is just another phase of life, I'm confident you will become a better man out of it, even though at first it may be tough. Oli, if I didn't know better, I'd think you were ill, I miss your radiant personality, you deserve to be happy.

Went back to double o, the queue was a bitch with syphillis. Almost 45 mins to go back in. When we went in, it came to my attention buzzer had drunk at least 4 waterfalls and many other various drinks. He was standing, barely. Ray and Chai had joined the foray. The night turned into 'drunk mungen night'. Buzz was gone, so was seb. Fucking pissed off with the way buzzer's army mates bought him way too many drinks and got him so wasted. Not only that, they proceeded to slap him around and various other childish activities, like humping him and taking photos of it. How I wanted to step in and smash all their faces. Kanina nobody fucks around with one of my own. When I decided to step in, buzzer slapped me. Cheebye anyhow slap your hero. Buzz was damn drunk and he was saying and doing a lot of funny and dangerous shit. I got afraid he would get kicked out. One of these events was us bringing him to the toilet for him to puke. He promptly locked himself inside and proceeded to kick and punch the walls of the toilets. Then after that, he kept insisting the door was spoilt and that he couldnt get out. Even though it was apparent to all it wasn't unlocked. One of his friends climbed in and unlocked it from the inside as soon as he got in. Hilarious lah. I shall spare him the embarrassment by omitting all his other acts.

Highlight of the day: Some random girl going up to a drunk and listless buzzer and slapping him over and over again. CHAO CHEEBYE. Blood rushed to my head. Grabbed the girl and told her to fuck off, to put it nicely. I was so angry! Just because he's gone everyone thinks they can just fuck around with him? No fucking way. No one touches one of my own. Shortly after, I apologised because I rarely ever shout at women, if at all. I explained my anger and she laughed it off. No enemies were made. Still, I re-iterate, no one touches one of my own. I am fiercely protective.

The night ended as usual, all the attached guys standing together and making fun of the various freaky skanks. Where are all the good looking women? I know one is in melbourne. Your loss, Singapore. Then this tequila girl called Angie, and her friend spent about 5 mins trying to talk me into buying a shot. Now, I dunno how she even knows my name or me for that matter, but trying to get me to buy a shot for no good reason would be barking up the wrong tree. Perhaps if the missus was around. She told me she knows me so long already, why can't I just buy one? Well one reason would because this is the first time you've ever talked to me, considering that you call me an 'old friend'. And then trying to get me to buy one, so that they can drink it. For fuck? I was clearly amused since nothing they could say or offer me would ever even prod me in the direction of buying from them. Hilarious.

All in all it was fun, and buzz you shouldn't have to be sorry, we still had fun. Just hope you don't wake up with a throbbing headache.

I wish you were here. Almost everything I do seems incomplete, without the missing element, which is you. Selfishly, I'd sometimes wish that I could kidnap you. Realistically, just a whiff of your scent and a glimpse of your beautiful eyes should send me to the heavens. I miss you baboo and I love you even more.